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[givessweetness]

 Just out of curiosity. If it's too sensitive a topic, I understand. But how do you find a way to deal with. Being here when you just as well could be there. [Not that Wynter could just be there... he doesn't think.] 

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[impossibilities]

Being... home instead of being here? I am not sure I understand the question, but... I imagine it would be a very different thing for each person.

[givessweetness]

I don't know if you were home. [He pointed out.] But you certainly weren't here.

I'm not interested in hearing generalities. [He's disappointed, not dismissive.] I can look that up. I'm very good at studying.

[impossibilities]

[Something slight changes in her expression, just enough to give her an air of discomfort.]

I see. For me personally, I would rather be here than many of the other options in the universes. As for home, it is not really my home anymore. I suppose I do not have to deal with it because it gives me more comfort than home.

[givessweetness]

[He struggles not to sigh. She's obviously uncomfortable revealing this and he hasn't even asked her to.

But obviously, his Gallifreyan social mores are different from apparently humans, because she's missed entirely what he's trying to ask. So he has to explain and he has to do it patiently.]

I'm not being sentimental. This isn't about what I'd 'rather'. Or 'home'. Or even comfort, really. This is about... what needs to happen and my part in it.

[impossibilities]

[Grainne grows confused again, wondering if she is misreading him or if things are just that different in what he is trying to ask.]

I fear I do not understand what you are asking after all. Could you be more specific? Do you have an example?

[givessweetness]

[He's honestly not in the mood to explain any more.]

No, not really. My own situation is complex. I'd rather not talk about it, honestly. Eh. I guess it's a matter of duty.

[impossibilities]

Complex situations... those I do understand. I hope that you find the answers you are seeking. I am sorry that I could not help you.

[givessweetness]

[He shrugged.] Don't concern yourself.