[Narvin considers it. Kay's right, he already had enough information to destroy his career if he were in a position and a mind to. He might as well go all the way.]
I wish I had that confidence in the value of my work back home. I did, once. I was utterly certain that everything I did was for the good of Gallifrey, that I was saving my people. I miss that feeling of certainty. I'm...tired. It's one of the reasons I came here. Ostensibly, it was because an alternate universe might contain the key to curing a virus that's been ravaging my people--and that is a strong motive still--but a part of my willingness to come was also a desire to escape for just a little while. It's a terribly shameful motive, but there it is.
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I wish I had that confidence in the value of my work back home. I did, once. I was utterly certain that everything I did was for the good of Gallifrey, that I was saving my people. I miss that feeling of certainty. I'm...tired. It's one of the reasons I came here. Ostensibly, it was because an alternate universe might contain the key to curing a virus that's been ravaging my people--and that is a strong motive still--but a part of my willingness to come was also a desire to escape for just a little while. It's a terribly shameful motive, but there it is.