Duty... [That is one thing that has been weighing on her mind.]

Your people should be glad to have a dedicated one like you. Knowing what is coming can be difficult to bear.

[ She pauses, folding her arms around her middle.]

Hm, what would you do if it were a bit different? If it were something you had wanted for a very long time were to come true, but something happened that made you dread it? And now it had a more than likely chance to be something horrible instead of something good, but that chance was still there?